.:Tapioca Pudding:.

Nom. Nom. Nom.

Today is slightly over cast, and a bit brisk (or perhaps a bit more crisp rather than brisk) anyway... It is 12:17 and i'm eating delicious Tapioca Pudding... Yep that's right the stuff you thought was fish eggs when you were a youngin'. 

Mmm... Now doesn't that look delicious? 

.:Jessa Rayne:.

Beautiful. Pure. Amazing. Perfect.

Life is so beautiful, especially the innocence of a new born infant.

Jessa Rayne.

She was born at the magical time of 3:33PM. 

A gift to everyone who will have the opportunity to have her in their lives. She has a gorgeous head of blonde hair and (it is too soon to tell) but i'm sure she will have stunning blue eyes just like her parents.

It's beyond exciting having her new precious soul on this Earth.

There isn't words to describe the beauty of this little girl (and the beauty in any new soul for that matter)

It reminded me of the saying "Ignorance is Bliss."
She truly is a miracle. 

<3 Your Aunt Samii. 

   

.:Sewage in My Head:.

Do you ever have those days when you are really unhappy? And it's usually for no apparent reason at all...

Yeah, I've had one of those days and I hate it. I hate it mostly because I know that when I am upset I am making a conscious decision to feel that way. I mean I think it is alright to be in a state of emotion other than being happy, every now and again... but like I've heard from various people, numerous times before, "Cry for five minutes and then get on with life." Or in other words life is too precious to waste on times of self pity. 

We just have to realize that no one is perfect. We all make mistakes. We all have things we don't always want to accept about ourselves. And there is always room for improvement. 

Which brings me to my last point: Have the ability to recognize, cope, and if possible correct your flaws. That being said, don't judge others when really the only person you have the right to judge is yourself... unless you're perfect... which I'm sure you're not. 

But to end on a lighter note, just remember to...

"Follow Your Bliss."

.:Life:.

Life is so fragile. 

This year has really made this statement true for me. 
Not through experience I've had personally, but through the trials my loved ones have gone through this year.
It started with the death of my Uncle, soon after that my Great Uncle scared us by having a stroke and being held at the hospital in critical condition. Days after he was committed, my Great Aunt was taken to the hospital... His wife, my Great Aunt (who they thought would live over him) died. Now just this morning my Grandma has fallen victim to stroke... 

Don't regret the life you live.
Life comes as quick as it goes...

.:Over a Mountain:.

It's great to escape, 

even for just a week.

I really enjoy the solitude of Stevensville, Montana. 

It's a beautiful little place away from anything mainstream. 

I think everyone deserves the opportunity to escape from their life, every now and again. Sometimes to move forward, we have to first take a step out of our reality. 

Divided by a mountain, 5 1/2 hours away, is a place where I go nearly every other weekend, my 2nd home. 

.:Human:.

It is 11:32PM 

My thoughts have begun to open now that winter is finally passing. I always seem to somewhat shut down, during the coldest part of the year. But now, that I have begun to start thinking in depth again, I can't stop which makes it hard to focus. Something about the warm weather is inspiring. That's why I like fall the best, it has a nice balance about it. Anyway...

Tonight I've just taken some time to reflect the events of recent in my life:

-Life

-Death

-Success

-Failure

But it has helped me to realize that for everything bad, there is always something good. Sometimes I lose motivation, I give up, I get tired of trying... However, the thought that what seem's to be soo horrible never really stays for too long keeps me inspired to make the most out of life. 

I can't explain why things happen or even begin to understand the purpose of some events that have occurred in my life. Although I am sure of one thing and that is that there is reason behind everything. Nothing happens for the sake of just happening, and even though we may not realize it at the time, there is a bigger picture being painted. 

So as they say when the world give you lemons make lemonade, or perhaps you can make grape juice, apple juice even. What I'm trying to say is that despite the fact that things may happen around us that we are not fond of we have a choice to make what we want out of every situation we are put in. 

As you wake up each morning make a choice, the right choice, the choice to accept life, the choice to be happy, the choice to know that tomorrow is another day, and the choice of recognizing that we are all human.

.:3rd Hour:.

This trimester I do not have a 3rd hour. Therefore, I figure I may as well make myself useful and write while I have the time. 

Anyway, I have come to the conclusion that a closed mind is a closed heart. An odd notion maybe, but quite true. I've realized that of all the people I've met, it has been the ones who were accepting and open minded that were the happiest and the kindest of the souls. Therefore it has come to be that I will strive to live with an open mind (I do believe I have done a pretty good job so far). 

Free Mind = Open Heart

And with that I am off. Off to discover more things, places, and people.