.:Undesirable:.

I'm not one to throw pity parties however, I am human... 

Therefore, I do need to vent every once in a while.

This might sound very cliche` but I feel as if I am always the odd one out, and not in a good unique way.

Even surrounded in a crowd of familiar faces, I feel detached.

I feel nearly invisible.

Yet I'm clearly solid and made of flesh. 

I feel close to isolated.

Yet I'm obviously not alone on this Earth.

I feel ugly.

Yet I have a belief that every one has beauty.

I sometimes dread waking up, because I know that when I do it will lead to another day of emptiness. 

Don't get me wrong, I am happy and I appreciate life, I just always feel like there is something missing...

Regardless of what others say, I feel like no one understands.

I feel like I am a throw away kid sometimes...

I feel like the sooner I leave this place the better.

I feel like a locked door whose key lies on the inside.

I don't want to be recycled, but I feel as though it would be easy for others to throw me in the bin...

I feel like I need to escape. 

I feel that though this may not be the place for me, there is a place for me... and maybe these people can't fully understand me, but somewhere there is someone who does... 

My soul needs to travel and explore.

I am an outsider.

But with all that said it seems to be that...

"In order to be irreplaceable one must always be different."

-Coco Chanel

And no one person is just like another.

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